Christmas is a hurdle.

Christmas should be a time of thanksgiving and fellowship.
WHY oH wHY do I always just want to get through Christmas.
It should be a time to enjoy and savor.
Not a time to stress and worry over.
Please God let me feel the real meaning of Christmas.
It is always the most stressful time of year in the construction industry.
My life is based on my career.
But ever since I can remember Christmas has been a time of striving to get everybody a present or get in touch with everybody that you know and letting them know that you love them.
All these things are granted to be manifest, however they still must be accomplished.
However I can pull it off.